Tears………….

I saw your tears………

It’s the 2nd time I saw your tears since we were together.

Baby, it wasn’t my intention to let it happen; but I just couldn’t control myself. It’s really lonely to be here alone. I try to fit in very hard, and you need to believe I really try hard. Just somehow I will feel the broken edge in my heart, and it can not be healed all by myself. And my temper just went off that night……………

I am really sorry, baby. Your tears woke me up that night and it told that I can not to live in this way anymore. It’s the wise choice and a must do decision to relocate to Shanghai for us, a bright future for us. Although we have to separate into different cities every 2 months. I will learn to be strong, to start fitting in my new life here, to adapt to the loneliness without you……….... And I have to.

I am counting, 5 more days then I can see you again.

The best New Year gift I am expecting for long.